Torn....

So for the last couple of weeks me and eric have been talking about moving. We don't have a specific reason why, it's just kind of been in our minds. Eric got a new job at Halliburton and he hates it. All i do is sit at home, i don't go anywhere. I know that Aiden is only 6 weeks and i'm not saying i want to just go places all the time. We have no friends here, it seems like as soon as you get married or have kids they just drop you......If we moved, there would be alot we would have to sacrifice. We would have to sell our car, our dogs, and maybe even other things. We feel like if we were to stay here the only way we could make a good living is if Eric moves up in his job, which might take 5 or 10 years, and we really don't want to just rely on the oil field our whole life. Salt lake however has more options but the pay sucks. Eric would go to school and i would have to get a job, but i feel like if we want make the living that we want then that's what it will take. I hate decisions, especially something as big as this. I am scared that growing Aiden up in Salt Lake might not be the best decision, but also, he is going to have trials in his life no matter where he lives. I feel like we could start over and make new friends, and meet new people. I would miss our families so much if we moved, and i love how close we are to lakes, and camping, and how fun vernal is in summer. I just want to do what's best for our family.

Any opinions would be great :)

Birthday

Yesterday was Eric's Birthday and i cannot put into words how much he means to me. He is the most incredible husband and father anybody could ask for. We couldn't afford very much this year so i baked him a cake and bought him a card. He was so excited and surprised to see that i made him one :) He turned 23 and when i met him he was just 17, so crazy!! I love you baby more than anything in this world, Happy Birthday